From: MacSorely’s Great Adventure

After the troopers let him go, MacSorely found a bus terminal and got a ticket to Seattle. In Seattle, nursing a headache and pain from his nose-break, he bought another ticket to Vancouver with the last of his cash. He played for change with the battered guitar which once again had survived and made enough to buy a dried-out turkey sandwich, a cup of coffee that tasted like aluminum, and two packs of unfiltered Camels. He had some change left over. He gave one pack of Camels and half his remaining take to a bum with the shakes and piss-drenched pants. He settled down to try sleep in a hard, plastic, puke-green seat. Sometime in the night somebody got stabbed and the police came, but MacSorely was too out of it to get the details. The police didn’t seem all that interested, and he wasn’t questioned. He slept some after that, trying to keep an eye open, and rode out on the Greyhound in the morning. It took little time to get to Canada and Vancouver, other than a wasted hour at the border.

     The Canada customs people were interested in his cuts, his crooked nose and black eyes, but when a thorough search of his belongings and person turned up no drugs, the car-crash story seemed to satisfy them. The other people on the bus frowned at him when he got back on, annoyed at him for holding them up. He was too beat-up to care. One older guy turned around to display a disapproving scowl and MacSorely stifled his more violent impulse and just stared him down. Soon enough the sour face swiveled back toward the front of the bus.

     He arrived in Vancouver, Shangri-la, ringed as it always is by water and snow-capped mountains, glad to be back in Canada with his battered face and broken heart. His big trip had come to nothing. Here he was: divorced, out of work, out of graduate school, no more fellowship, and nowhere to live. He had no money, no place to go and no way to get there. A woman he had fallen for was 2,800 miles west on an island, no doubt lying in the arms of that bare-assed piano player. The daughter he loved was 2,800 miles east, in the care of a woman hurt and angry enough to kill him.

     He sat on a park bench by the ocean, smoking the last of his cigarettes, full of loathing for a life that had become aimless and worthless. In the fading late-day sun he waited for something to happen, smelling the salty air from the harbour. When it grew dark, he rolled out his sleeping bag and fell asleep trying to think of what he might do next. Nothing came to mind.

     MacSorely woke just before dawn to find he had been robbed. His guitar was gone. His pack, with his clothes, his books, his journal and hand-written manuscript, and the last traveller’s cheque were gone. He was left with his sleeping bag, the clothes he had slept in, his boots, his wallet with no money, thirty-seven cents in his pocket, and the impending dawn.

     The sun cleared the mountains and the eastern horizon of the city and shone into his unblinking eyes, warming his face. He breathed in. The air smelled of the sea: fish, salt, seaweed, water-logged wood, rotting something, birds, and the water itself. Life.  

My love

They said you were a prisoner

Then they said you were dead

And now

After four years 

Of convulsion and grief

You show up on my doorstep

With that damnable grin

Your new scar

And that terrible uniform –

         Dear God.

 

                 I would rather be dead

                 Than to stand and say to you

                 that here,

                           I live with another.

It will surprise no one to say that the United States faces a stark choice this November in its choice of President, and that the nation is in a precarious state, with an election season and process that is quite unlike any in memory. There is no need to name the protagonists; we know who they are.

     There have been many challenging times since the American Civil War, but not many in which there was so little political stability, and in which the population was so cloven apart as it is now.

      Carl Jung, the great psychoanalyst, would comprehend what has happened. He would tell us that we, the people, have fallen under the power of the shadow, that dark part of our unconscious – the collective unconscious in this case – as the Germans once did, in the 1930’s. Hitler’s power was not political, Jung claimed; rather it was magic. It was magic because its power derives from the unconscious and the shadow. (i)

 

In Jungian psychology, among the archetypes – those primordial images or psychic energies hard-wired into the unconscious of human beings – there is the powerful archetype of the “King.” It could just as well be the “Queen”; (ii)  in either case it is the Leader who provides order and stability for the nation. The good King embodies reasonability, responsibility, rational patterns of action, integrity and honest purpose – not just demonstrating these on behalf of the people, but, rather, integrating these, so that he lives them in his own life and persona. With both firmness and kindness, he affirms deserving others, and in doing so creates a “fertilizing” calm and centeredness within which the people can flourish and become their best selves. The King serves – not himself – but the people and the earth. He mirrors and embodies the best intentions of people, and thereby fosters harmony and creative opportunity for the folk to grow and develop. (iii) Because of his service, there is mostly peace in the land as people go about the business of providing for families, prospering, and developing their best selves. 

     But there are times, when the conditions are right, wherein the “Shadow King” emerges. The conditions that allow the him to emerge are times in which the shadow itself – a dark part of character that has potential for destructiveness, the hiding place of repressed and often enough, negative energies (iv) –  has emerged from the collective unconscious of the people. (v) The Shadow King is both a reflection of dark forces, and an instigator of those same forces in the population.  

     The Shadow King is bipolar; he exhibits characteristics of both the tyrant and the weakling. Far from calm and generative, he embodies hatred and fear, and will actively incite those feelings in others. His “degradation of others knows no bounds,” because he “hates all beauty, all innocence, all strength, all talent, all life energy.” This happens because he has no “inner structure” of an assured and serene self, and is terrified of “his own hidden weakness and his underlying lack of potency.” (vi) 

     The land and the people cannot flourish under the Shadow King. His unrelenting assaults on people’s hopes, interests and talents, his constant deprecation of others, his promulgation of falsehoods, and the relentless self-promotion of his own interests will ensure confusion. Disorder will prevail. The people will become divided and fall into open conflict with one another. The quality of public discourse will degrade. Winning, rather than compromise and accommodation for all, will become the goal. Everyday problems will fail to be addressed. Feelings and actions will become more aggressive toward one another. Paranoid ideas of conspiracy will spread among the population. The Shadow King will draw out previously hidden fears and hatreds in the populace; he will provide legitimacy and a forum for these violent impulses. And because the Shadow King is extremely sensitive to criticism, when challenged, he will become threatening; at the slightest provocation, what the people will see is rage – the rage of a toddler, in fact.  

     And that latter is the most revealing of the underlying problem: the psychological problem of arrested development, the rage of the immature self, the inherent inadequacy of the personality frozen in childhood narcissism, ultimately lacking the development of a normal human conscience.     

     This is where we are, in America. For reasons that are deep in the collective psyche and history of the nation, we have elected the Shadow King, and mired in a projection of our own unconscious, are considering whether to elect him once more. Most frightening, it is not entirely clear what choice we will make.  

     It is not such a surprise that the Shadow King has been elevated to leadership in America at this time. America, that sunny, Enlightenment-founded and forward-seeking society, drags behind it a very long bag of shadow material, dating back to its origins in patriarchy and plutocracy, along with the ownership of African human beings as property, and the attempted genocide of the Indigenous People. As well-meaning as the country has been, there have been no true efforts at public national reconciliation of these things, so of course, it all remains in the collective unconscious, and stays as a toxin within an otherwise noble experiment. (More on that another time.)  

     But also, it is no coincidence that the election of the Shadow King directly followed the presidency of a man of colour, a person of partial African descent. Though he was not the descendent of American slaves, in the collective psyche he represented that, and he had a foreign-sounding name, and these were intolerable for much of the population. Then followed the near election of a woman as President, a person who, although not without flaws, was strong, experienced, and forceful. She won most of the votes of the people – but was prevented from assuming the role of Queen by that remnant of the patriarchal, plutocratic system, the Electoral College.  

     This all follows a principle of a certain kind of “social physics,” we might call it, where for every social action, there is an opposing, equal reaction. Progressive social steps will stimulate their opposites. Thus, the good King of partial African descent and the near election of a strong Queen was followed by a rejection of all that and by the ascension of a hyper-masculine, misogynistic, supremacist Shadow King. 

     Of course, not all people accepted this – particularly women did not. For the most part, they knew exactly what they saw before them. They precisely knew who had been elected. They took to the streets, in millions, all over the country, wearing their pink “pussy-hats,” warning the rest of us of what was to come.  

     And so now: the election of 2020 is upon us. One option is to affirm the leadership of the Shadow King.  

     The other option is choosing a good, if humanly imperfect King. He is a person with compassion for others, one who eaten more than one full meal of the ashes of his own grief, and therefore is sensitive to the grief and longings of others. He is one who has known failure along with success; one who knows that it is human to stumble, and human again to pick oneself up. He is one who admits and understands his mistakes, and so not only learns from them, but also is willing to help others adjust themselves and move toward integrity and growth.

 

There are days that I think we are at the point of no return as a nation. I admit that I am afraid of what we will do. Our election choice not mysterious, not cloudy. On the one hand, on the ballot is the Shadow King. We have the experience of him and know what that is and what the future will be if we allow his leadership to continue.

     On the other hand, on the ballot is the ordinary, the human, the good King. We do not yet have the experience of this person as King; but we do know very well who he is, and we know his long service to the nation. 

     The choice is as stark, and as telling, as it could be.

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(i) Knickerbocker, Hubert R. Is Tomorrow Hitler’s?  (Omnibook Magazine, February 1942). Retrieved from “Old Magazine Articles,” http://www.oldmagazinearticles.com/carl_jung_studied_hitler#.Wfi00hNSy-U.

(ii) I will use the “King” here, but it could just as well be “Queen.” For our purposes, gender, although it plays out powerfully in American public life, is not the issue in the present discussion. I use “King” simply because both candidates currently are male, and America has not yet found itself willing to elect a “Queen.”

(iii) Moore, Robert, and Douglas Gillette. King Warrior Magician Lover (HarperOne, 1990), 49 – 74.

(iv) Johnson, Robert A. Owning Your Own Shadow (HarperSanFrancisco, 1991), 4.

(v) The Shadow is not made entirely of destructive energy; it can also include more positive energies, such as exuberant and creative impulses that are put away – stuffed into the “long bag” – as a result of social conditioning, particularly in childhood. See Bly, Robert. A Little Book on the Human Shadow (HarperOne, 1988), 17 – 26.

(vi) Moore and Gillette, King Warrior Magician Lover. 64.

I have known some otherwise reasonable people who have fallen prey to think-tank propaganda, funded by the oil interests, that denies the reality of climate change, or its impact, or its origin – or in most cases, all three.

     Let me state what the scientific consensus, and the reality is:

  1. Climate change is occurring, including global warming, along with increasing catastrophic weather changes.
  2. Its effects are substantial and accelerating.
  3. Mainly this devastation is due to the release of excessive carbon into the atmosphere because of human activity, including the burning of fossil fuel and cattle husbandry.
  4. Left unchecked, this will render life miserable, if not unsustainable, for most creatures, including human beings.
  5. The only true area of remaining scientific debate concerns how fast and how severe the effects will be.
  6. We can ameliorate this, if not stop and even reverse it, by concerted wise human effort and intelligent technological change.

     Period. End of story. Finum suum.

      We have been aware of the problem for at least forty years, although the scientific picture has gotten clearer over the decades. At the same time, we have had forty years of climate-change-denial propaganda that has muddied things and derailed action. The propaganda has been constructed and disseminated by so-called “think tanks” and their minions on television and talk-radio, mainly funded by oil interests such as Exxon and extreme right societal and political manipulators such as the Koch brothers. It is unconscionable, criminal.

     Concerning the scientific consensus, consider this thought experiment, with thanks to Tom Friedman.[i]  Suppose your doctor says to you that your child has a deadly condition, but that it can be remedied by a careful course of treatment. However, your child appears to be pretty much okay, and you are not sure you want to have your child take the medication, so you ask for a second opinion. You go to ninety-eight other family physicians and pediatricians, and despite some slight differences concerning the potential severity of the condition and the strength of the remedy required, they all give you essentially the same diagnosis and treatment plan.

     However, you find one doctor who says that your child’s apparent disease is a part of a completely normal cycle of nature, and adds that even there were a problem, it will disappear causing no harm. All you must do is to make sure your child continues life as before.

     As a concerned parent, what would you do? Whom would you believe: the ninety-nine reputable physicians, or the last one?

     This is the situation. The consensus from objective scientific observation and data analysis communicated by reputable scientists is clear and decisive.

     Even if you prefer to acquire your opinions second-hand from television, as many of us do, whom would you trust on the matter of climate change: say, David Attenborough, the honoured naturalist and renowned BBC broadcaster, a level-headed man of integrity? Or would you trust the likes of Tucker Carlson, highly paid to bloviate, make trouble and manufacture controversy on Fox “News,” funded by the nefarious Rupert Murdoch?

     I know what my choice would be.

     It is all rather simple. The basic news is bad of course. It is uncomfortable and calls for changes. Yet there is good news. The problem really is fixable and does not have to be all that painful. The medicine is good, and we are perfectly capable of both making it and taking it. It is as easy to swallow as that good old Canadian cough syrup, Buckley’s Mixture, notorious in my childhood for its dubious taste. It was a little challenging going down, but boy, did you feel good about it afterward. And you got better.

     Addressing climate change is like that. It can be halted. If you are a denier and will not help us out on this, at least, please:

     Get out of the way so that we can get on with the doable job of reclaiming a habitable planet for our grandchildren and the other remaining species on earth.

     More on that job soon.

 

[i] Friedman, Thomas. Trump’s Motto: Your Money or Your Life. New York Times, September 23, 2020.

Overheard during an online Self-Realization Fellowship conference, as reported to me by my “Darlin’ Companion” who most definitely gives me “peace and understandin’.” (Cue the Lovin’ Spoonful…)

     A young man was determined to undergo the arduous training to become a monk in a certain silent order. The focus was meditation and accompanying study. Every ten years, monks in contemplation were allowed to speak two words to the Master.

     After the first ten years, the monk had his audience with the Master and spoke his two words.

     “Food bad,” he said. The Master nodded, and the monk returned to his silent practice.

     After twenty years, the monk had another opportunity to speak.

     “Bed hard,” he said. The Master nodded.

     At the next opportunity, the monk told the Master: “I quit.”

     This time, the Master replied.

     “I’m not surprised,” he said. “You’ve been complaining for thirty years.”

They drive through the town, the cold, the snow and the dark, through the still Sunday night of lights-out-early-to-bed, across railway tracks by the hard-rock lake-shore, to the old red machining plant, to the dulled shuffling under the “Employees Only” sign, grunted greetings and the punch clock chatter – 11:46 PM SUN – sips of coffee: the men on graveyard sit without words before working.

     Fifty-seven men, singly, in twos and threes, move from the lunch room past the rows of faded green lockers, into the shop oddly quiet and cool; alone the oddness of Sunday night hanging, alone the tired freedom of the graveyard, with no bosses, hangs.

     Past the milling machines: the Clevelands, the Cincinnaties, the Toms, the Indumas, already with stainless cutters rotating and white coolant pouring, all ready silent men with rubber aprons lean over tables by the rows of lathes: the Man-au-Cycles, the Herberts, the Harrisons, the Hindustans, with vicious turrets stocked with centers and small drill-chunks and bits, the Standard-Moderns, the Acmes, a Colchester, and the pair of Warner-Swasey boring machines; levers and buttons and handles jut and bend and turn, and turn.

     The noise builds, the snapping of tool boxes and the clunking of switches, gears thumping, rolling, clutches let out, oil pumps pumping, the squawk of a dull carbide bit left on Friday’s shift, clutches tossed in, chucks rotating in splashing oil, air pressure tail-stocks thudding into place, the whir of the rod straightener, high speed steel on brass, carbide on mild steel, turrets crawling like green spiders, idler-shafts and worm-gears rolling: finally, the great presses crash and pound through the floors and walls and skulls, the hot millers and grinders scream high over growling gearboxes and clattering chuck brakes.

     The night moves on: finished pieces lining up on smooth metal tables; at each machine a man standing, watching, one tool box open, faded pin-ups taped inside the lid; two other boxes – the shift-partners’ – closed; cigarettes pulled from red du Maurier packs or blue and white Players; and on heavy brown paper towels lie tools in rows: the micrometers, the Verniers, the calipers, straight steel rules, honing stones, brass hammers, box end wrenches and Allen keys, go and no-go bore and thread gauges, all slick with oil, boxes of carbide bits, and perched to one side, a pile of clean paper towels at the ready.

     The minutes, the hours, the cold industrial night , the pushing of black-knobbed handles, the lifting of levers, beginning the cut, solitary beings stepping back, here laying out a perfect blue smoke ring; there thinking of wives and children at home asleep; some dreaming of truck-driving, no bosses, riding high in big Peterbilts, road kings, out of this place, no metal slivers under oily skin, no ringing in the ears; others imagining the worse- off bastards on graveyard at INCO, Texas-Gulf, the Sherman Mine in Temagami and Macassa in Kirkland Lake, using the stuff they make, burrowing on down into the earth, ever closer to hell itself, a mile and more of  rock above their heads; some thinking of women with long legs all the way up to there; some recalling the sour smell of dingy beer parlors and the soothing trays of yellow draft ale, and some wondering if they can make it through without sleep. Hands move, disengaging, shutting off and lifting, fingers feeling for unseen flaws, measuring for tolerance, honing, caressing the metal as tenderly as the arched back of a lover, beginning the cycle again and again.

     Now and then behind silent eyes a curse to the bosses, to the banty roosters in blue suits, strutting on the day-shift, stop-watches in hand, calculating, raising the count, demanding a perfect finish, who do not work at night; the cutting tool chatters and the piece is rough, a calculation scribbled on a scratch pad, then honing of the cutting tool’s trailing edge and the next nine are perfect, but the tenth is scratchy and tight and goes into the re-work box.

     At the four o’clock break the talk is slow, half-eaten sandwiches lie by plaid thermoses of coffee, there is talk about the coming conversion to metric; Guillaume says it’s more scientific, Randy, was a cop, an OPP, quit after he got shot in the face on a domestic, says, yea, but it’s the goddamn people who measure in feet and inches who put a fuckin’ man on the moon, Jorma says never the fuck mind, the government is always fuckin’ with you. Some go out, the night air burning lungs, forty-two below, to start old brown cars that will not start if left all night, motor oil as thick a sludge; a few play cards and a few sleep on hard wooden benches, ahead on their count or too tired to care.

     Then back to the machines, parts worn shiny from a million hand grips and thumb touches, the shift leader strolling around, checking a piece or two, hearing the complaints – damn bearing is goin’, listen to the bugger, won’t last the night, feel how hot that goddamn cover is, I need my count, I ain’t fixin’ it, not on gravefuckinyard, no fuckin’ way – waves of hot air fluttering the hanging blueprints as high above brand new drill rods are hoisted from the furnace, long drips of two thousand degree red-yellow light.

     Somehow the night passes. At six, in town some people are rising, most are still sleeping, the machines are still turning,; the first-aid man shuts down as the loudspeakers belch his name, and runs to the first-aid room, where two men wait, one close to fainting, with three fingers crushed, bloody and oily, the forefinger missing –  Fuckin’ counts too high, he says, I forgot what the hell I was doing – and he passes out; the first-aid man stops the blood, bandages him up, calls the ambulance, and then runs out to the shop floor to scoop up the finger, maybe they can sew it back on. Goddamn that fuckin’ small press, how many times, he says to nobody. And outside, down by the lake-shore, brown fluid seeps from the big jutting pipe, there’s a bad smell, and sometimes in summer people see dead perch and gulls on the rocks and wonder.

     And somehow the night passes.

     Now the punch clock crashes – 8:01 AM MON –  ringing in ears, the dull, gray snow-laden sky too bright for graveyard eyes; the old Ford groans in the cold, it’s the last winter for this heap; the frozen rubber tires squeaking on dry snow; driving home smelling of heavy oil, some going to children and wives awake – Don’ kiss me hon, the  oil, sorry, I gotta go to work, make sure Tommy eats she says, have a nice soaking bath later Sweetie, I got a special treat for ya after the kids go to bed if ya know what I mean, ha, ha  – some go home and fry up some eggs easy-over, bacon smell turning the stomach slightly; some go to beds with wives groggy and tempting; some to beds with lonesome smell lingering of already-gone wives and girlfriends; some go home to the brown bottle, and some go home to nothing – nothing at all.

     Next week it’s days, the week after that it’s evenings, then graveyard again and then it’s days.

     And now and then there’s a curse to the bosses, the their natty checked ties and their stink of after-shave, the goddamned suits who wouldn’t give a man one more nickel for an hour of his life, who roll in at quarter to nine, whose black Buicks are new and shiny and always start, the bosses with their bottles of pricey whiskey in desk drawers, who leave at quarter to four in the afternoon, who do not work at night, who do not work at night.

     – original version first published in the Northern Ontario Anthology, Highway Bookshop Publishers, Cobalt, Ontario, 1977. Copyright © Peter Scott Cameron, 2020.